Be challenged to feel what you say you feel.
When I tell someone that I am satisfied in relying on the Lord for His “timing”, that I am content in my singleness and that I am even happy with where the Lord has me right now, I sit here and think, do I really believe these things?
I am in a point of reflection after having a conversation with such topics. When I soak in my thoughts and feelings towards being single, I become a little sad, my heart becomes heavy.
Is Jesus enough? Am I resting and RELYING on Him for my contentment, for my satisfaction?
It will always be a battle to give all that I have to the Lord, to have faith that He is going to “supply every need of yours according to His riches in glory in Christ Jesus” (Phil. 4:19)?
But I want to. Lord help me to continuously see where You would have me be. I know you are a good, good Father and that Your desire for me is greater than I know or could imagine, and your blessings for me are far more complex than I see. Help me Lord to trust in that. Mold and shape me, challenge me to stick to what I know is True. Soften my heart and my thoughts to become more like Yours.